Krisis dalam diri

*tak ingat cedok gambaq kat mana*

Perbualan di antara Hawa dan Hani…(bukan nama sebenar)…Di suatu sudut yang tenang Hawa memulakan bicaranya…

“Awak dah lain sekarang kan…dah tak macam dulu lagi…banyak diam daripada bercakap…why?”

“I’m sorry…something is bothering me…”

“Awak ada masalah? Mind to share with me?...”

“Hmm…Tak ada siapa yang akan faham keadaan saya sekarang…”

“And now I’m trying to understand you…so please…”

“You won’t!”

“How do you know?”

“Coz semua orang sama saja…do something without considering apa yang orang lain rasa…people like that are sometimes selfish!”

Selang beberapa saat…

“Sorry for using kinda harsh word…I shouldn’t have said that…And again I’m so sorry…” 

*tears coming down

“You cannot simply judge others that way…whatever happens; there must be a reason behind it…”

“Felt like I’m being neglected…I wish I could walk away and leave everything behind…but I just can’t…”

“Lari daripada masalah tak akan selesaikan apa-apa…believe me!...”

“Emm…Ya…I know…hmm…I really want to speak up…to express everything…but all I can do now  is just to keep quiet and go on with the flow…I’m not strong enough…it hurts!...”

“Sabar lah wahai sahabat…I’m sure you can face all these…And I’m always here to help you or whatever…the most important thing to do now is… show everyone that you are worth everything and not meant to be taken for granted…okay?”

“Thank you for your cherished company...Your presence naturally brings a smile on my face…”

p/s :

"Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest... It's about who came, and never left your side"